Sometimes, you find the words to say what you always wanted to say but never did..
And then you don't say anything.
Sometimes, you just can't find the words at all..
And then they come to you but the right moment to say them has passed.
Sometimes, you just need to be angry for seemingly no reason at all..
Because it feels good to just be angry.
Sometimes, you believe you have a reason to be angry..
Because you feel wronged even though you knew the risks involved.
And sometimes, you just need to explode, and let everything it out..
Even though your perceived form of altruism is to keep the explosion in.
And sometimes, you can't help but explode on the inside..
Even though they are just micro-explosions leading to the real one.
Sometimes you sacrifice yourself for others..
And they never notice.
Sometimes, you care about someone so much that personal sacrifice is the least you can do..
And somehow, you know that they know about your sacrifice.
And sometimes, you keep it all it in to try and hold yourself together..
Because you know that they need you to be something more, something greater.
And sometimes, you take on the pain because it's what you promised you would do..
Because you know, that it is the right thing to do.
On a side note, I am going to try and blog more.
For reals this time.
I know I say that every couple of months, but I feel like I need to write.
It's cathartic.
And frankly, it's probably the best thing I can do right now to keep it all together.
